Okay lets try this again. Sorry that it took so long to email back but I have a 9 month old and only have so much free time. My husband has taken the baby so I can have some me time. We have only been married for a year but in that short time he has lost a good paying job(LAID-OFF) finally foungd another after 8 months, we have fought soo bad that I ended up spending a whole night in jail away from my at the time 3 month old. Horrible. I sometimes see in him that he cares but my god he always mananges to show his true colors. My in laws who moved down to be near us have caused me nothing short of anxiety attacks. I need to finish my schooling so that I can offer my son a better life. Thank-you so much for responding to my plea. I am kind-of choked up because it is very hard for me to talk about my personal problems at home with my family. They are quick to judge me, and unlike myself have absolutely no empathy so I always feel like I am bothering them, or I have no reason to be upset.

JUST NEED SOMEONRE TO TALK TO OR ADVICE

I have never asked for help or advice since I can remember. For ten years I was a successful bartender working never partying saving all my money and investing in my future. What happened to me is just a case of being my own worst enemy or trying to make my parents proud. I married the average joe. A man with no education, no drive just downright pitiful. Aclean cut guy that my dad would like the looks of. I quit my job, that supported our lifestyle, enrolled in school, and planned a wedding. My parents paid for the whole lavish affair including paying for his whole family to be here in Florida. I got pregnant quit school but mannaged to still get married. My life is hell, I cry every day. The clean cut American boy I married has turned into the most horrible uncaring person. I will be enrolling in school again on January 8 for two years  to get  my Associates Degree in teaching and then on from there. I have got to suppport my child. We barely have enough money to by formula for my son. This is the biggest mistake of my whole life and God knows I have made many. The only thing that matters to me is my son, I have never loved like this in my whole life. To make  along story short I still have not legally changed my last name or changed the house into both our names, because I plan on divorcing this man. My poor parents, the loook on my dads face is going to kill me. They have no idea about what is going on, I could say so much more but I dont know where to begin.